Thursday, October 2

Some soul searching

When I was a senior at SUU, I took my favorite class, Biotechnology. I loved being in the lab for hours, replicating DNA, trying to solve puzzles and do research. Loving the class was an unexpected discovery for me. I had always enjoyed the sciences, thus choosing my Biology major, but I also knew which fields of Biology I definitely wasn't interested in. I'll admit that I got kind-of creeped out when collecting insects in my entomology class, and my research on mice in Vertebrate Phys. wasn't up my alley either, and rather boring. I had already steered away from medical school and teaching in H.S., so I was just finishing my degree because it's good to have one. Because of this, I was pleasantly surprised to be enjoying my Biotech class so much. It involved precision, patience, and a little bit of an obsessive personality; hence fitting me like a glove.

The reason I bring this up, is that a few days ago I received a letter from the SUU admissions dept. announcing a new Masters of Science in Forensics. Now, I didn't contemplate heading back to school to do Forensics, since I had already ruled it out as well after taking some Criminal Justice classes, but I thought "what if they sent me a letter saying they were doing a Masters in Biotech, or something in that field?" The thought swayed me slightly. Would I do it? Would I be ready to head back after a four year break? I would have to brush up on my micro-pipetting skills, and take the GRE. It would be a major commitment. Could I balance it with being a Mom?

While I am not close to finding out that answer, I suppose what surprised me the most is that I wasn't closed to the idea of more education. I had shut that door long ago, or so I thought. I've always know that a Bachelors in Biology is rather useless unless you go on to graduate school. I have accepted this. I don't feel disappointed, or unfulfilled. All of this is just food for thought.

So, I will continue to enjoy motherhood, teaching piano, and being crafty. Those things are right up my alley too. :)

2 comments:

Cardine said...

I was always interested in genetics.

If you felt like you had time for additional eduction, I think it would be cool for you to do it. Honestly. But only if it didn't take much at all out of your Dusty and Tyson time.

The Prettymans said...

Hi Jessica! I couldn't help but comment on this post...I had Nate as I was finishing my Masters in Accounting. Three words sum it up...IT IS HARD! to have a family and go to school. I was a zombie most of the time because of no sleep, but it worked out and I'm so grateful I finished. I don't know if I would do it now if I hadn't finished earlier though! Such a tough thing to decide. Playing with Tyson is much funner than homework anyway :)